Excruciating Suffering: A Personal Struggle With the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It was a dreary weekday in the morning in September 2016. I worked as a teacher, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a intense sensation bloomed behind my right eye. It was followed by quick shocks, like electric shocks. As the school day came and went, the discomfort subsided and then came back with greater intensity. Four times that day I handed over a colleague with worksheets and ran to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I took paracetamol, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The headaches appeared frequently that fall, and once more in spring, soon establishing an yearly cycle. The autumn months were the most severe, then February and March. I could anticipate the pattern: a warning sensation in the morning, early twinges on the commute, full-on agony in the classroom by 9.30am. In late 2019, a GP eventually referred me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.
This condition often start with severe pain around a single eye that lasts up to several hours.
About one in 1,000 people suffer by the condition, and males are more often affected. Cluster headaches usually start with sudden, severe pain around a single eye that peaks within a short time and continues for up to three hours. Attacks come in clusters, every day or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial sweating. There exists an episodic type, which occurs in seasonal cycles; some patients have continuous cluster headaches, defined by the lack of extended symptom-free periods.
What connects patients is the intensity. One research paper rated the sensation at 9.7 10, higher than bone fractures or other conditions. Another found 64% of cluster headache patients experienced thoughts of self-harm amid attacks; the number dropped to 4% when they were not in pain.
Val Hobbs, 74, a long-term patient from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her episodes began when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the ground and bang my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through childhood. Drinking in her adolescence, like several triggers, made things more intense. After drinking alcohol at her graduation party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the bus home.
Her family often interpreted her episodes as intoxicated episodes. Support finally came from her parent and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after moving, but often concealed her condition. She was fired from one job, in part due to absences during attacks. Her breakthrough identification came in the early 2000s at a specialist neurology center.
Still, the failure to organize life around unpredictable pain took its toll. She particularly disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her family during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the small liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been described throughout history. “The earliest description of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,” write authors in a book on the subject. They attributed the ailment to an evil spirit who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Ancient healing texts suggest bizarre remedies for what modern observers would describe as a migraine. In the middle ages, migraine was recognised as a separate condition, with treatments ranging from bloodletting to other, more folk remedies.
It was a European physician who provided the initial comprehensive account of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache occurring and vanishing daily at fixed hours”.
Cluster headaches were only formally recognised by global medical societies in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a key artery which delivers blood to the head. Leading experts in treating the condition explain this.
In 1998, researchers released the results of a research project for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and observed the attacks in a imaging machine. The results, featured in a prominent medical publication, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they recovered.
In spite of such advances, diagnosis remains slow. Jamie Charteris's symptoms began in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he had four operations before eventually being correctly identified in 2014, after a physician researched his complaints.
Specialists say delays in diagnosis and treatment occur because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're tired and depressed, but not in severe pain,” one says. He works by ruling out other primary headache conditions, such as tension-type headache, before confirming the disorder. A detailed history is essential: on which side do signs appear? For how long? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Specific features such as tearing, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help verify cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to dedicated centers. But many first go to A&E or are given inadequate therapies.
A charity trustee, 78, has suffered from cluster headaches for the majority of her life, although she has been free from an attack since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth extracted because dentists misinterpreted her pain. She thinks dentists still need much more awareness. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who responded. The author recalls calling a helpline during an attack in early 2021; a calm volunteer guided me through oxygen treatment and medication until the episode eased.
National guidelines on treatment recommend that patients are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a specific drug administered by injection. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive options include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly helps manage the bouts of well-known individuals.
But consultant neurologists argue the official guidelines need updating to reflect a clearer clinical pathway and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, timing is everything: “The duration of the cycle determines the approach.” Short cycles with occasional attacks are handled with acute treatment alone. Longer or more severe bouts require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes paired with steroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an injection into the area of the skull where the discomfort is that reduces nerve activity.
The official guidance need updating to reflect a